04:17: can you see me? can you see what i've become? are you happy? are you proud? did you ever think i'd be anything like this? anything like you?
you weren't the easiest person to live with, but i always loved you. somehow, i wish i had known. i would have understood your pain and your anger. but i guess you were only protecting me from hate, the same hate you lived with. i only hope i can be as accepting, if not as forgiving, as you.
i could have learned so much from you. if only i had spent more time with you instead of locking myself up in my room all the time...
i wish i hadn't been born last.
oh, dammit, i forgot to post before midnight. still... happy birthday, fuzz, wherever you may be.
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