04:17: if i had the means, i would sing you this song, in front of a crowd if i have to. and i would mean every word of it.


love i get so lost, sometimes
days pass and this emptiness fills my heart
when i want to run away
i drive off in my car
but whichever way i go
i come back to the place you are

all my instincts, they return
and the grand facade, so soon will burn
without a noise, without my pride
i reach out from the inside

in your eyes
the light the heat
in your eyes
i am complete
in your eyes
i see the doorway to a thousand churches
in your eyes
the resolution of all the fruitless searches
in your eyes
i see the light and the heat
in your eyes
oh, i want to be that complete
i want to touch the light
the heat i see in your eyes

love, i don't like to see so much pain
so much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away
i get so tired of working so hard for our survival
i look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive

and all my instincts, they return
and the grand facade, so soon will burn
without a noise, without my pride
i reach out from the inside

in your eyes
the light the heat
in your eyes
i am complete
in your eyes
i see the doorway to a thousand churches
in your eyes
the resolution of all the fruitless searches
in your eyes
i see the light and the heat
in your eyes
oh, i want to be that complete
i want to touch the light,
the heat i see in your eyes


--- in your eyes by peter gabriel

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15:18: sharing snippets of a chat log from facebook. i was chatting with with an old agent of ours who recently moved to my old company, s***. they recently acquired my old account, hence the reason why our competitor, a**, lost the account here in manila, and also why so many people are leaving our clark site to move to s*** instead.

2:42pm him
im tryna do mah best now so i could apply for product trainer

2:43pm me
haha... go! ;)

2:44pm him
u think that i can do it?

2:46pm me
yeah, why not?

2:47pm him
yeah..thanks!! :D

2:47pm me
just do well and prove yourself, then you're sure to catch the eye of the s*** guys

2:47pm him
yeah..and i intend to!!..

3:03pm him
do u know ****** ***** from wave 8?

3:04pm me
i don't remember

maybe if i seem him

he's there, too?

3:05pm him
yeah..he's our product trainer now..

3:05pm me
oh

he doing ok so far?

3:06pm him
yeah..he's good..but he doesnt compare to u or bogs

3:06pm me
you don't need to suck up to us anymore, **

hahahaha

3:07pm him
u both were mah inspiration to be a product trainer..

and the trainers over at s*** cant compare to u guys..

3:08pm me
awww.. that's sweet

show 'em, then

3:09pm him
thas why i wanna be a product trainer over there and show them wat u guys taught me!!..and imma make the training really really fun like u guys made it..

consider it done!!..

3:09pm me
go for that post and kick their asses in training =P

3:10pm him
the training assisant manager for **** already told me to apply for training apprentice once i hit the floor!!..

3:10pm me
nice!

wala lang. nakakataba ng puso. sean was right. trainers do touch a lot of people. (no, not in that way, you sick freaks.) that's one of the reasons why i want to keep training. as far as "regular" jobs go, it's the only thing i can see myself doing.

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11:37: to you who drove me to insanity for a period of two years,

thank you for saving my sanity today.

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07:17: when i'm exhausted like this, it helps to be able to verbalize positive feelings. and this is about the only positive thing i have right now.

i've spent most of my life being in love with people who didn't know it. one of the things i love about our honest and open relationship is the fact that i can tell you i love you. the fact that i can express what i feel and really have you know it is such a huge help. breakfast with you at the end of draining day is enough to keep me going. you're my happy pill.

Labels: little nothings