18:44: as i've said before, summer has never been my favorite time of year. i'm left with my introspective, over-analyzing self. my body clock is still screwed, but no matter how hard i try to fix it, i can't. reading doesn't help. watching videos just gets me depressed, even if it's friends. especially if it's friends. i had hoped a buzz would help, but this stupid lip made it impossible for me to do that. i don't want to be left alone with my thoughts anymore.
know what i need? a dose of atlantis. something so crazy, all i can do is NOT think and just go with it.
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