03:51: flabbergasted...
gawking and blubbering like an idiot...
i just got off the phone with fox. it was a... very revealing conversation. left us both feeling ... ambivalent would be the right word, i guess. my mind was screaming "this is great! ... this is terrible!" i'm going schizo.... we're both scared and unsure.
perhaps his way is better.... stay away from each other for a couple of weeks... then we'll see how things go from there.
strange, though... why is this happening now? now that the old distraction is back and is more likely to be more than a distraction...
meantime... a coup d'état attempt was made earlier and now soldiers are patrolling the metro... just hope my brothers are safe and that fox and his family doesn't get in this mess.
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