01:02: i think i got sick because i smoked too much. i don't really smoke, but i finished a pack in two nights. because i was depressed.
e.: why were you depressed?
...i missed someone too much
e.: just like that?
*shrug*
it's rather like a drug addiction, isn't it? he's gone, and i'm okay for a while. then i start to miss him and just when i think i'm about to go crazy, he shows some sign of life and i'm okay again. for a while. like getting a fix. and it just goes on and on like that. i thought i got out of it. i went through some form of detox and withdrawal and he was gone for good and i was great. but then that stupid email came....
i think i'm okay now. saturday came too early, though the weekend helped a lot. but i miss playing disc!! blue sparkle and nite glow have yet to hear the rush of wind and sniff the dust on the grass.
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