03:11: last monday, bitter little girl and i went to hand in our applications at sumo's office. some 5 hours, 3 interviews and 2 tests later, our batch of 11 had been narrowed down to 3. we got accepted. now we have 2 weeks to do some leg work to get our papers and stuff. training starts on the 12th. crud. i already said yes to the new show. i just hope the schedules don't overlap or anything. at least i don't really have to be at rehearsals.
oh. look what time it is. i hadn't noticed. has it really been 5 years since we lost fuzz? seems like such a long time.
oddly enough, i watched big fish the other day (great movie!), completely forgetting about it's theme and story. it made me think about how i would love to know fuzz better through his stories. or other people's stories about him, for that matter. i never heard enough.
a couple of weeks back, a nasty thought entered my head. whether or not there's any truth in it remains to be seen. it disturbed me, yes. and it will probably continue to upset me, should i be exposed to things that would hint at it. but the truth is, i don't want to know, nor do i feel the need to know. i'm happy where i am, believing what i believe to be true. tell me otherwise and i'll kick the living shit out of you. (wow. it rhymes!)
i hope you're doing well, fuzz. :)
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