04:39: i found a nice disposable mechanical pencil for my journal, so i can start writing again after a 3-month hiatus. yes, i am that anal. i cannot write unless i have a good pencil. and a good eraser to go with it.
before writing a new entry, i decided to re-read what was in the notebook thus far. and now i'm depressed and i miss him. stupid me.
a dose of atlantis should get my mind off of that. but i expect that when i get up for rehearsals later, i will either sound like a cow or have no voice whatsoever. lesson for the day: singing difficult heart (the band, not the local celeb) songs more than twice in one night will cause you to lose your voice.
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