01:18: i don't remember myself ever being this much of a schizoid. i'm laughing one second and crying the next. i'm beginning to genuinely scare myself now.
i had already locked the door, but i think i had hope in knowing he still had a key. now they've thrown away the key, too. nail's in the coffin. i guess that's that.
now i know for sure that i am never going to hear from him again. i have to get used to that. and i have to get used to hearing those songs every night. and i have to try not to cry every damn show.
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