23:54: i met the new mommyball yesterday. the change is quite noticeable. she seems so happy and ... enlightened. says she's going back to music and giving up production work. i'm glad that she's happy. but with my boss moving to kl and mommyball quitting, who's gonna take over for the upcoming productions? things are so very different with this current show being run by other people. i'm not exactly sure that i like it. i feel that there isn't much pakikisama between us and these new guys. but perhaps because of this new crew, there has been more familiarity (i'd even say sweetness) between bobby and us "veterans". now that's rather nice.
about that change in mommyball...
it's made me think about a lot of things. i've been pretty lost, i admit. at this point, other than staying in theatre, i don't know what i want. but i'm gonna figure it out. without having to go to some support group, hopefully. i'm giving myself two years. by then, i should be on the road i have chosen for myself, in a healthy relationship with whoever by my side. if that doesn't happen by my 26th birthday, i'm entering a convent. just kidding.
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