07:47: sonofabitch pusakal tomcat, one of the mates of rian's "pet" who i've nicknamed squeak, broke into my room and raped my cat. i found him trapped in my bedroom, running around, when i got home. fitz was hiding. who knows how long he was trapped there? i can smell him on her. it's disgusting. he nicked her ear, too.... poor thing. now i gotta give her a bath, fumigate the room because he probably brought fleas with him, and hope to eru she isn't pregnant because i can't take care of kittens right now.

homicidal tendencies surfacing. grr.


in other news, one of the mentors slipped and gave me my team assignment. apparently, i'm in team one. that's the early shift, pretty much the shift i'm in right now. it also kills any semblance of a social life. i'm still hoping for re-assignment to team two, because that's the latest shift... the only one that will allow me to still do shows. my current team lead and our account manager already know this, so hopefully i'll get the next opening in team two. no one else wants a crazy late shift like that, anyway.

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10:14: there are two things i will miss in bct...

the impossibly cold training room which forces me to wear my jacket with the hood over my head (very conducive to sleeping, as you can see below)...

photo by marge

and the amazing view from the same training room when the sun begins to rise...

photo by yro

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07:11: have you ever met someone and gotten a weird vibe off of them? like you knew right off the bat you weren't going to get along with the person? i hate getting that feeling. but i've never been wrong about people who give me this feeling. i once had someone slip that little radar of mine. whiny little girl. man, did that kid annoy me when we first met! i found out why later on, dismissed it, and we became very good friends. but now i guess my first impression was right, after all.

i'm getting the same weird vibe from someone i recently met. it's irritating the hell out of me. and i'm not the only one who's noticed, too. god, i hate irresponsible people.

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00:37: avenue q was right! fantasies come true.

but would you live out a fantasy if you feared that it would get too real?

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