03:30: i know what i should do. i know what i want to do. it's a damn shame that they are two opposing courses of action. i can't think straight anymore. i'm being jerked back and forth by my emotions. it kind of makes me wish i were schizophrenic so i could have multiple voices in my head and they could converse and argue and come up with a consensus.
i have observed two things. one is that i think too much, which yields little or no results whatsoever. two is that i sometimes act too quick and do not think enough. the latter gets results. pretty good ones, actually. so. knowing that impulsive decisions work well for me, do i make one now, despite knowing that things could get very ugly? or do i listen instead to reason and do nothing and continue to be nothing?
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