09:56: stop time!
stop. stop. stop. stop. stop.
please.
33 hours to go before my sister's wedding. i feel like there's so much to be done but that i can't do anything at all. i know that my sister probably feels the same way, only she'd be feeling it magnified to the -nth degree.
i have yet to make sure the dress fits alright and everything is ready. and take all accessories and anything else i might need. and make sure i've got all the cables and equipment i need for the music.
and write my speech. right. some two hundred people, strangers, friends, and worse... family, listening to me on the biggest day in the 40 years of my sister's life. i think i'm gonna be sick.
so instead, i'm here, writing about worrying about writing it. just hoping this will clear my head a little. thank goodness my sister doesn't have internet access right now. if she knew i was freaking out, she'd be freaking out more. not to worry. i write best under pressure. *snortle*
okay, enough procrastinating. time to get to work.
work. ugh, don't even get me started on that grease bag of a --- shutting up now.
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