23:12: my uncle passed away early this morning. which is weird, because a few hours before he died, i actually thought of him and wondered how he was doing. we had been expecting it for some time now. it doesn't really make it any easier, though. i feel terrible for my cousin. for someone so young (just about half a year older than myself), he's had to go through so much. my cousin lost his older brother and only sibling when he was 13, has had to help take care of my aunt who had a stroke and is partially paralyzed, and has now lost his dad to cancer, as well. i honestly don't know what i'd do if i were him. i don't even know what to do to help him right now. i haven't been to the wake. i guess i'll go tomorrow with one or more of my brothers.
on a somewhat lighter note, toonic says that f1 qualifying today was really interesting and that i should watch it. i dunno... i've kind of lost interest in f1, specially now that montoya's gone. i guess it's still worth it to watch, since montoya wasn't really the only driver i cheered for. besides, there's no football to watch and there isn't really anything else on tv that i watch anymore.
kendo today. that instructor is a slave driver. it will be a miracle if i can use my arms at all when i get up tomorrow. honestly, if i had known they used their left so much, i'd have given this much more thought. shoulda stuck to fencing. i'd love to go back to it, actually. but i still think i'd choose gumdo in a heartbeat if only i could find a damn school.
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