07:22: me: so, what do you think, fuzz? am i wasting my time here? should i just give it all up?
fuzz: what does it mean to you?
me: it means everything to me. and yeah, i don't want to give up.
fuzz: are you ready for everything that comes with it? think.
me: *a flood of memories come rushing in. the colours, the sounds... everything is so real, i start to cry.* yes, fuzz. i am. i'll take it all. like you did. all of that, if it happens, and whatever the hell else goes with it. i get it now. i understand you.
fuzz: alright, then. wait.
me: but that's all i've been doing. i've been waiting since i was 14. you know how i get, fuzz.
fuzz: wait. just wait.
wait, he says. and so i wait. or maybe i should see a goddammed shrink.
happy halloween, kiddies! promise me you'll do something fun tonight. =)Labels: little nothings
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