09:58: i've changed, i think. i rather like the change, too. i've noticed that i've come to adapt a cooler demeanour. there are other things i still need to develop, as advised by certain parties, but i'm working on it.
lately i've had flags popping up all around me. i feel like everything is falling into place and that forces are pushing me to do something. but it's frightening to put so much weight on something so uncertain and uncontrolled, and something that can be taken so lightly. there are just too many things that could go wrong.
or is that the point of it all? that the impossibility of it is, in effect, the test?
i'm being strange, i know. i think all that time i spent with my crazy friends from work is going to my head.
whatever. happy new year!Labels: little nothings
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